Archive for December 4th, 2007

I look at his head – are You there? I worry what tomorrow will bring. I want you with me forever but I suppose that is a dream hitched to a faraway star.
Tonight I called to him – he was downstairs.

“Where are You, Hon?”

“I don’t know.”

“Are you lost?”

“Yes.”

“I’ll come get You. Stay where You are.”
He answers “Ok”

He’s in his office – lost.

Life is strange. I listened to W speaking with his brother on the phone. He sounded so normal. Then he handed me the phone – “Someone wants to talk to you.”

It is no wonder his family does not believe there is a problem – I was whirling around thinking is it I who has the problem?

Some days are so confusing and touching.