19th December
2007
Today was eerily different but much happier compared to last night. It was a shock to me when he made his comment. For the last months, I truly felt he was merrily going about his days, oblivious to his plight.
He always tells our specialist that he has no problem and his life is not affected by anything.
This morn I called his specialist and he feels that W drifts in and out of knowing.
Anyway, I thought best we stay home and be calm and quiet. We will go for dinner tomorrow.
Thank you for all your support.
I think, from what I have read, that he will he happier when he is totally oblivious.
Still praying for you both!
In HIS Love,
Stacey
So painful. Both modes; him unaware, with you bearing the burden alone or the two of you mourning your losses together.
There is a small measure of comfort there, both ways. Extract that, and cling to it.
Hugs to both of you.
A quiet day will be good. You and W need a rest?