Archive for January 21st, 2008
(said reverently)
Tonight I called him to come up for dinner.
“Hey, Hon?”
“Uh, yeah?” He kind of drawls out his yeah – - -
So sexy, so him, so sweet. I love that I had that fleeting memory of before.
It’s tough to get a fleeting glimpse of yesterday – - -
After I read the post about my dental visit, I thought horrors. Sounds like I needed a 4 hour cleaning. I am always rushing around – even when I post.
So, yesterday, I had 4 hours to myself thanks to my sister and her husband. I had my teeth cleaned (1 hour), shopped around, had a wonderful visit with my friend, then home to my sister’s to pick up my man.
As I mentioned, told him it was for a facial (and her nose grew) or he would have wanted to come with me. He likes going to my dental office – as long as it’s for me, not for him!
Kind of sad when your “outing” is a dental visit but I love seeing my hygienist.
He likes to go with me and sit in the reception area. Today was too cold (in case he decided to take a stroll). Had to tell him a white one – having a facial so no place to sit and wait.
My sister and husband had lunch with him – I arrived back 4 hours later – refreshed.
March 2004
We’re in a suite on the 32nd floor of Chef’s hotel.
I awoke in the night – hair standing on end – sat up in king sized bed, felt for him, no man.
Looked over to my right and he was crouched down, arms outstretched, goose stepping in slow motion from the sitting room towards the hall door.
His leg would go straight out in front with each step, back straight, bum low to the floor. Eerily quiet.
It’s one of the few times I have been really afraid. A dream? Trying to get away? I softly called his name, then,”Hon, you’re walking in your sleep.”
“Oh.” Back into bed without further comment. It was never mentioned to him later.
Didn’t sleep the rest of the night though.
(Yesterday, I was downstairs on the phone with my brother – the man appeared out of nowhere. I did not hear the bed creak right over my head, his dressing, his coming down 13 stairs. My breath sucked in so sharply that my bro freaked and thought someone had got in our house.)
