Archive for January 26th, 2008

“You know, you really should get out. You know. It’s not much of a life for you cooped up here.”

Stared at my friend in reply – I never know what to say when I’m shocked. Maybe it’s better that I say nothing. She was suggesting dates or whatever you call it at nearly 63 years of age.

Inside I was furious – Seems I remember for better or worse, in sickness and health – - -

Guess that’s why I keep my heart pretty close and don’t reveal much to friends. We skim the surface. Life is way more difficult than she or others know. This blog has been good for the soul.

So, rejoice, I think I’m normal again – I heard that!
Anyway, feel the best I have in 3 days – celebrated by organizing my towel closet in the main bath – nice sunny room so was quite enjoyable:)
When I relate a situation as happened the other night, it is personal but “sharable” in that probably many others have or will exp. something like that.

To be honest, was so shocked I didn’t even reply – what to say? I’m Ok with it knowing it’s not my guy talking. That is the beauty of the blog – no one judges, everyone offers support. Doubt if I’d tell my friends this – seems too personal! Ok to send it off into the blogasphere though. Thank you all.

(The *&^*^ drywaller missed mudding one seam about 6″ long – he left before I noticed. Debated calling him back but decided to mud it myself – have never done something like that in my life! When he comes Monday, I’m going to ask him which seam I mudded and see if he can tell, hee.