Archive for February 22nd, 2008

Today was so difficult and weird. We went to the library and the thrift shop he likes for (scream!) books, then home.

He was tired so I suggested a nap til his fav show came on. The time arrives and he’s “not with me”.

It was so strange – so I offered to turn the TV off and “do you just want to sleep?” Answer is yes.

I was very lonely, kind of freaked, wanting normalcy and whatever else was missing.

Thank God for family – I don’t reveal my deepest, deepest but they seem to know when to call. Then you got to try to be “normal” for the conversation. Help.