Archive for June 9th, 2008

I should never post when I’m hurting. Life isn’t really as bad as I “come across”. What really got me when I read the article, is watching him sitting in his chair. All I could think was “No!”

This blog has been a wonderful release and you folks have been wonderful source of help and encouragement. I don’t confide in people except on the blog – my family doesn’t need to hear my moaning and groaning. I have an RN who is close to me but not close to Wayne, barely knows him so I will confide in her.

It’s not that I’m keeping stuff from my family, I think I’m trying to protect them. Occasionally they log on but not often. Of course, they’re welcome to and they know that.

Tomorrow is home care day – asked God to save one line esp. for me at 11am cause I think I may need it! Not sure how it will go – he doesn’t remember Tracey, even after looking at her card. That’s kind of to my benefit – I can show him the card and “Prove” what transpired. Is that called a trump card?!

I’m sweating.

A bit of good news – the RN called and we have been “given” a spot at the coffee club Fridays at 9:30am – she said he maybe really isn’t a candidate but wonders if a change will be good – I will stay with him – you are to drop them off but she said stay a few times and we’ll see how it goes. What a social life – 2 days in a week:)