Archive for October 28th, 2008

I have to apologize to my blogger friends. Most days, I read all blogs and comment – unless I’m speechless – that’s rare:)

Anyway, as Life becomes a bit more intense for us (me), I don’t always have time to listen to the great music posted – which I love. Please know it’s not because I don’t want to spend the time to listen.

Haven’t recovered from the shock of his forgetting my name – even tho I did suspect it for several months. It would make sense to “just give it up” and not dwell on it but I do. The worst part, this makes it impossible to speak with our sons without crying. I could barely babble my tale of woe to them. Now, that helps no one, especially them. I manage better with my sister and brother, a bit better but it’s always there.

So maybe Doc will bring out his magic pen when I see him – or maybe I will be over it. All I know is that I hate to worry that I’ll burst into tears. My dear man gets thru his days, oblivious to all the commotion in my heart and our lives. As Marth* would say, “That’s a good thing.”

PS If anyone has a suggestion, I’m open to hear it.