Archive for November 3rd, 2008

Where are we in our journey – I need a map, I need to know.
Where are we when one’s brain works in opposite fashion?
Where are we when one can sleep for 20 hours?
Where are we when one can’t smell, feel pain or hurt?
Where are we when one doesn’t want to eat?

I’ve been told we’re in the late mid stage -
When does the late stage begin – where is it?
Is it near, it’s been over 8 years to date – or more -
Should I sit down and wail now?
Who missed the early stage and why?
I sure didn’t know.

Questions, questions.
I wish I didn’t need to know.

It’s so incredible to believe what is happening – I still kind of shake my head even after 8 years or more.

He emerged from the bathroom, fighting with his jammies – getting a “tad upset”. I walked over to him and saw the pocket had been pulled inside out – no, wait, the pj’s were on inside out. He had a comb in the pocket and of course, couldn’t get to it. Had me confused for a moment:)

It was a serious upset to him but deep inside, my heart smiled. He looked forever like a child who put his jammies on wrong – I remembered those days – with a catch in my throat. We always talked about having another baby so we’d have a thr*esome – be careful what you wish for.