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24th February
2009
written by JeanMac

We loaded his belongings into the car, I pulled out of the parking lot and was “lost” as took a different exit.

He had repeated over and over that he hoped it wasn’t a dream. I looked over at him and said, “I’m lost.” We booth burst out laughing, agreeing that only I could be lost by taking a different exit from a place. “This is proof you are not dreaming, Hon.”

Moments later I heard huge sobs, he was crying so much. I pulled over and held him. He still repeats that he hopes it’s not a dream. Today at 8:10am it was 48 hours since I arrived at his room.

Slowly it will get better with lots of hugs and love.

10 Comments

  1. femail doc
    24/02/2009

    Whoa, goosebumps here, you did it, you both survived, what an ordeal… and I hope a little triumph. I am so with you on all you do on this difficult journey!

  2. Wendy
    24/02/2009

    I can only echo Judy’s words. Goosebumps and tears.
    God bless you both.

  3. KGMom
    24/02/2009

    Oh, Jean–this is such a tugging story. As much as W’s journey is hard for you, sometimes we forget it is also hard for him.

  4. Mary
    24/02/2009

    Oh, my. What you are going through is too much righ now but you will continue to be light hearted at times. Chin up, Jean!

  5. Scarlet
    24/02/2009

    My heart goes out to you right now. I wish it weren’t so tough on both you. I admire you for continuing to write and share your journey with us. I’m amazed by your strength. God is awesome! :)

  6. Ang baylis
    24/02/2009

    Still praying for you from Michigan.
    Love,
    Angie xoxo

  7. midlife slices
    24/02/2009

    This disease is so confusing to me. I don’t understand so much of what is retained and what isn’t…..but obviously you are there in is mind, no matter what. He doesn’t realize what a blessed man he really is. Glad you were able to laugh together. What a treasure.

  8. kenju
    24/02/2009

    What everyone else said. I’m happy for you both.

  9. Changes in the wind
    25/02/2009

    The only word that I can share is….bittersweet.

  10. Dog_geek
    25/02/2009

    Wow, what a tremendous mix of emotions – I am not even sure what to feel or what to say. I am glad that you were able to share a lighthearted moment, though. Here’s to more lighthearted moments to follow!