Archive for March 9th, 2009

He has been sitting here dreaming – then awake for short periods.

His dream face shows the happiest smiles and then he chuckles aloud. The next face is a grimace and jerky body movements. If only I could plug in and download what’s happening.

A few minutes ago, he asked where older son was, does he have all his stuff? Then he walked to the guest room and said must be sleeping yet, the door’s closed. Don’t want to wake him. In the next breath he wanted to talk to him – so I called our son at work – something I hesitate to do. Dad talked in a confusing way – Mark was able to say words to calm him. I could barely talk to our son, it’s so upsetting. If it’s upsetting for me, how about him?

What’s happening and where are we in this journey?

Update: Our dear Doc took the call and will see him Tuesday at 5:30