Archive for July, 2011

I think I’m depressed, not that I stay in bed all day, don’t shower or eat – it’s the false happiness I walk around diplaying. Sometimes I’d like to just scream and yell and sit in the middle of the street and cry.

Yesterday I visited and showered Wayne – didn’t know his shower is Thursday! Anyway, I guess to be honest I wear out being kind and sweet and patient – yet he would be 100 times more so if it were the other way around.

Older son and DIL called last night – all is well in “Mom’s world” – then I set the phone down and wailed.

If, after all this downer, you could stand a laugh – - – the other day I donned my very best white slacks, joined a friend for breakfast at a restaurant, had a coffee to go and went for a walk. Turns out the upholstered seats had hidden berries on them and my slacks were speckled (unknown to me!), the coffee cup rim was bent and as I walked, coffee was dripping down my shirt and my “very best white slacks” and the walk turned out to have very stainy soil. I looked like a real mess – the killer is I didn’t know til I changed – actually it gave me a laugh as wondered what people thought as I walked around!